Saturday, June 18, 2005

FORGET IT! forget her
oh my... guess what! my eyes feel so twisted. is there sucha thing? i just woke up not long ago!! found myself lying on the comp desk. and my forehead has this reddish patch on it!! lol. gotta apologise to vincent for not replying his calls and msg-es!
well well well, i woke up as a different person now. right now i just wanna say "FORGET IT". its not worth it ya noe? (only jassy, min, ngee, cat and my 'best' fren will understand) just cant stand it anymore! im just gonna focus on my studies and my new love puppy. hee
actually there's some similiarity between me and her HER. no wonder eh? haha, crap. who bothers? oh ya btw!! guys guys!! it may sound shocking or surprising (or maybe not).. cos i asked anabelle out!!! yuppy.. told ya i've changed. =)) next week bah. and kiong too? not too sure. haha.. gonna like hang out with this pretty gerl ard town. aww, budden feel like going to e beach. i miss sentosa!! where we used to swim and play frisbee in the water. using floats too! with joe, louis, alvin, yanny, rt, liza and cha. yup yup.. seriously speaking, i miss them. everyone's changing or have changed. after a long time and a long long discussion, ngee jassy n serkee decided to befriend yanny again. so they asked her out on monday. its like abt 1 year since they talked!!! cow.
[sorry yanny!! cannot pei u go out with them. everything will be fine! relive the old memories ya?!]
its 2.42am now. and later ard 12pm going town to catch Batman Begins sneak preview! thanks to jo for the tics. also, i wanna say sorry. =] was kinda disappointed today due to some silly stuff. went to lot1 with jas aft my tuition. it was damn crowded lah.. and irrtating too. bought some drinks and went straight to ngee's place. ngee called me "this kind of people". so upset k!! cos im like always eating and eating, searching high n low for food. heehee, never change at all. its in my genes! so stop complaining!! and thanks for tt dinner ur mama cooked ESP for me! so sweet of her. and she envied my weight, looking at my eating habits. oh well, what can i say? lol. went home at abt 9+pm? or 10. not so sure. but just in time to catch tt funni show on channel u. that stupid desmond and lohyee couldnt meet up for our chit chatting night! so many things to talked abt.. and min is now at genting. though she persuaded me to go with her, im so sorry! =(
tried playing some sad songs on ngee's guitar, as i was in e mood to, cos mine is alittle kuku. but it just doesnt seemed right. mastered the beginning of the song 'Wake me up when september ends by Green day'. taught my sis too. this song reminds me of that special someone. my stupid dog maybe? wonder where is she now.....
+nothing gets better+
however, i read her HER blog and was like, oh Oh.. so many info and pics abt them. she look cute though.. and im not stupid. i can read in-between stuff. yea, i think so? hah. its hard, really. and im not gonna wish them all the best. cos im stubborn and i know it. hmpf!
getting goggy now. izzit time for bed? my sis is still dl-ing some stuff on her lappy. gotta wait for her first. cant sleep alone. :p anw this entry is in bits and peices. sorry guys cos imma lil blur now. forgotten where i place my specs. =D
*i've been like blessing people and not getting blessed. why is this so?! do something abt it k!! to those out there who is reading this. im almost dead!
pfft! can stand it no more. im beat.
-watching 'wake me up when september ends' mtv now. aww, so touching..
sarang heyo to my loved ones. and to 'U'.

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