yes yes.. today is the day ya? but im not excited at all! so dead now.. i mean what im feeling is like so.. mono... whats wrong with you people?! making things so complicated. irritating me time and time again. was damn upset last night and i had no one to turn to. i broke down after that and what did i get? nosebleeding! everything's like going against me. why must i be short, why must i always give in. and why do people always make people feel bad about themselves?! i had enough. but im holding on. but why....

gonna meet my mum soon. eating my fave korean food. (: lightens my mood a little yup. i love food! guess almost my friends know that huh. well, i really hope we'll have fun today. i prayed to be happy every night.
will good dreams always turn out bad? is so, lemme have bad dreams every night.. "
im not making any sense here. cos i've lost all my senses..

stupid people.
fuck off.